I'm at a point in my life where I am getting fit, I'm stable with money, I have education and I enjoy my spare time with also a good work, life balance. My career will soon be launching out of university and into the real world.

The only thing I seem to be missing is a mommy for me. I struggle with social more than the typical person because I can't recognise social ques and sometimes reciprocation in conversation is difficult. I've been called self centered but I really care for those around me their thoughts and feelings too but in conversation I can centre on myself too much. I work on it.

This is due to autism. I'm high functioning meaning I can do daily life just fine and I have a masters degree and able to work as I've worked before so the main thing it affects is social.

My point is that is one aspect that I struggle with and I struggle with socialising as a whole. I have had it explained to me in D&D terms that I INT charisma which cannot be more true.

I go to the gym alot and that's my main place other than work I go to. I don't want to go up to random girls at the gym as I've seen too many of those "creepy guy walks up to girl at the gym" videos.

I'm unsure what to do, Any advice? Where to go, what hobbies mommy's have etc?