Sorry if this post comes off as rambly or ranty, I just want to put my thoughts into words, and I really appreciate the openness I'm allowed in this community.

I've got a bunch on my plate recently, school, work, finals, and for some reason I've decided to pick up exercising in the middle of it. Work has been really stressful, recently people have been getting fired as the company I work for tries to cut corners. It's been putting more work onto those of us who haven't gotten the axe yet, but also a lot of stress as management isn't done firing people, and none of us have any semblance of job security.

I'm glad to be back in school though, and I'm enjoying exercising. I know that there's a lot for me to do, but I feel like it's all within my capabilities. I feel like the experiences I've had with femdom, and being given the opportunity to have a fwb who has been a wonderful and supportive mommy has given me the motivation to keep going. I feel as though any work I do today is going towards building the kind of life I want to share with a mommy, and that all of the tasks I must do are tasks I'm doing for her, I just haven't met her yet.

If you read this far, thank you! I appreciate all of the beautiful people that make up this sub