New Zealand is where i come from. A lonely little corner. Even lonelier when you take into account that many femdoms and mommies are from Australia and beyond..

There is little warmth to be found in my area. The experiences i have had are all stringless. And i still feel rather sick about them in hindsight. Because where was that warmth, if but a lure of sorts?

I try to remind myself everyday that there is a mommy near. A mommy down the road. Nextdoor. But i try not to hope so hard that synchronicity gets out of whack so much she ‘manifests’ in the opposite direction.

What do i have to offer? I learned from another post here.

I suppose me. Creative. Currently going through a second chance. Finding myself in aspects that actually provide fuel. Driven. System-orientated but in truth, a near shut-in because my desires drive most away. Am i living a double life?