(Please forgive if the next part is a little unstructured, it's pretty difficult to remember)

I think the first time I realised, was about half a year ago, I was having a really tough time, incredibly nervous, constantly tense and awkward etc. I went to sleep that night and woke up in a deep purple ish void, with someone in the centre. She was defintiely bigger than me (5'4" to probably around 6 foot) and gently resting on her knees). She saw me and a look of gentle concern crossed her face, as she beckoned me over. I tentatively approached and she got me to sit down in her lap facing her, and gently buried my face into her breasts with her t shirt on in a completely non sexual, comfort way as I cried, stressed by what had been happening IRL. She gently rubbed my back and told me it was all going to be ok, her voice soft and sweet like honey In my ears. She called me her "baby boy" and held me tight as I cried, just comforting me, until I woke up and felt confident, having the courage to do things I wouldn't normally, like making new friends.

Sorry for the intense detail, it's still pretty vivid and wish I could go back to that dream or have another.

Anyone ever have anything like this?