A little backstory- the first time I rolled was in July and it was amazing. No other explanations needed. Then, I rolled again 3 months later in September and that was also absolutely amazing and everything I expected. However, I mistakenly rolled a month later in late October and I took way too much. I put it in a pill capsule instead of dissolving in water like I did the first 2 times, and waited an hour and a half and still felt nothing at all, so I took a lottt more and when it finally all hit me at once, it was terrible. No euphoria or positive effects for that matter at all, just felt completely overwhelmed and scared and I was seeing stuff (probably cause it converted to mda at that high of a dose and I also tested it beforehand, it was indeed mdma) and I had a god awful comedown that I’d rather die than relive. So I have two questions. The first question is what exactly happened that night, and is it normal to feel no positive effects at all like I did if you take too much? And second question, I am thinking about rolling again at an event in April so that would give it about 5 and a half months since the last time I would have rolled. Do you think I will be able to get the experience back and have a good time like I did the first two times, or should I wait even longer? If so, I will definitely not be a dumbass next time I roll and will take 120mg at the absolute MAX.