I post here quite a bit and I love this sub. My history with MDMA began as an attempt from an abusive ex to bring “me” back because I was a ghost of a human. And it did work, eventually (of course getting rid of him was the main thing). And I’ve almost religiously followed the three month rule, but did have a rough summer last year and overused a bit. My magic was basically gone. Soooo I took a long break, used supps, and botched my last roll (about two weeks ago, I drank too much and ended up having a sleepy roll). I started back on my supplements about 5 days later, and even started taking the entire suggested dose of 5-htp (I usually take half). I know it was irresponsible af, but I had no idea I’d be rolling and I took my usual supplements. I was having a BLAST at this show and was about to start asking around for molly but my friend pulled a pill out of her bag and. We split it. I don’t like pills because the last time I tried it, I basically disassociated for a month. This was during the heavy abuse phase, so maybe that had more to do with it. Anyway, I wasn’t expecting much since I just took .015 not long ago. But after an ass kicking of a come up (I had to lay down and just stare up into some trees), BAM! There is all was. The energy, the giggles, annoying everyone with how much I love them and love life. And the MUSIC! The Dancing and singing. It’s been probably nearly two years since I rolled that hard. I’m just here afterglowing like mad 🥰