This isn't fun anymore. Having to grind every single game is not fun. Going "13-15" "20-25" and "14-13" for an entire night is not fun. I'm okay. I use to post a 1.05 Kd. But now it's not even worth it to try. Every game half of the opponents are rocking the Lachman 762 and there is at least one guy with a riot shield and a combat knife. And every single one of them is bunny hopping and hitting the deck when they see someone. Like I get that things should be competitive but my God at this point playing the game is more like a chore than something I do for fun. I go kill for kill just about every match now so I can forget about kill streaks. And the everyone on my team is .500 at the end of the match. Is that balanced, I mean yeah sure but I don't want to have to grind all the time. By the end of the night I'm not longer satisfied from playing but just pure mentally exhausted when it use to be something I would play to relax. I don't want to go into a lobby every night and just demolish new people I just want a more casual experience for something that plays the game casually. Anyone else feel the same way?