I went to school. I did well. And then I got to my first internship. I always knew I got turned on by trauma, but I thought I could keep it hidden. I was very wrong. At first I did ok. I would listen to people all day talk about the worst moments of their lives. I got hard almost constantly but I wore long shirts and tight underwear to keep it hidden. As time went on I got braver. I would subtly rub myself when I thought I could get away with it. It got to the point that I knew I couldn't keep going on with it. I eventually had to stop and find a new vocation or end up in trouble. I wasted a lot of money and time. But it was worth it. I still remember some of them and it keeps me turned on. I know I am not a great story teller, but for anyone wondering if your therapist gets turned on when you tell them your stories, I can tell you that some of them absolutely do.