Help! I’ve lived the last 8 1/2 years living a perverted delusion that I’m actually a man. I’m a 34-year-old BBW. I’m a white chick with a huge ass and even bigger tits. Since I started petending to be a man, my clit has grown exponentially. I’m horny all the time and want to fuck so often, but I know that my station in life is as a wife and cooking and cleaning for a real man. Not some pretend lesbian who she can get away with changing her name. I couldn’t even be a lesbian as a woman. I told everyone I was a lesbian because I looked like that but secretly I would take big black cock because that’s what white objects deserve I like cock so much. I had to have so many guys fuck my pussy and rape me and prove that I’m actually a straight bitch.

About a decade ago I decided I was genderqueer. And becoming trans became such a huge trend. At 25 I convinced myself I was really a man trapped in the wrong body. Since then I’ve spent hundreds of dollars on a name, change and ID and passport change not to mention the thousands in medical debt of therapy, hormones, specialists… that’s truly the thing that delusional people do. But the truth is I’m a woman. I’m a huge slut and take cock daily. it’s been years since I fucked a guy who actually thought of me as a man. Most guys beg me to shave my mustache and asked me to wear women’s clothes. But I always push back even though I want to give in. Or really I want them to make me. I need a strong man to help me learn how to be a woman again

I know I need to be reeducated and forced to understand that I’m a woman just as God made me. Never had any surgeries so we know that I was made to be a woman.

I have huge breasts that need to be turned into milking tits. I need someone to take my hormones away. I need someone to force me to shave and help me change my closet. Someone to force me to change my gender marker and my name. Someone to reeducate me through rape and coercion. I so wish I was a man but also I know I can’t give up being a woman. I need a conservative trans phobic man to force me back to how I’m supposed to be. Big ups if you are in Las Vegas.