Backstory: was on SSRI’s for over a year before I decided I was done feeling numb all the time. Started MD psilocybin 1/4 gram two days on one day off while I tapered off SSRIS. Felt amazing. I felt like a new person. This continued for the next few weeks or so until I was sure the SSRIs were completely out of my body. I switched to 1/4 gram every other night as my previous regimen was making me fatigued. The switch worked great and I continued to feel great. Through this whole time I’m smoking a joint on average every other day. Past couple weeks now I’m smoking on a daily basis. I tried going on a weed tolerance break and became the worlds biggest asshole. So I resigned to the idea that maybe it’s not a bad thing to smoke every day. But now I’m not so sure as I sort of feel like I did before I went on SSRIS. Disinterested in things, hard to get excited for something. Hard to get motivated to take care of myself. I’m considering cutting out weed now but wanted to hear others experiences.

The one clear benefit of MD has been it’s helped me stop drinking, now nearly 3 months booze free! So it has helped in that regards but part of me still feels like I only accomplished that because I replaced booze with seed (however, I was previously co-using both substances before starting MD).