Yo I have a question my fellow slammers. What the fuck happened in the methosphere that you can no longer find women in the drug world that are not about playing games. Every attempt I have made since I have gotten out to find a female slammer to have fun with has blew up in my face since my return from prison. For me slamming meth is a very intimate experience and having sex with a woman after you both have filled your veins once was a great joy that has now been tarnished so much, that honestly I don't even want to get high anymore and that makes me sad to even feel that way, but doing it without being able to feel the electricity of a woman body on top or under mines is like winning the lottery but never cashing the ticket in.