34m here and I’ve always had these sexual thought even before drugs, I’ve lived with my aunt a few times in my younger life And would constantly find myself cumming to thoughts of her well fast forward some years. Just split with my girl and the house gets destroyed as she leaves. Today my aunt called and while talking offered to come clean and I’d pay. As she cleans I lounge around just chatting. Then I thought about a video I seen where you ask someone to take pictures to make an ex jealous…I couldn’t find the courage at first but just as she was leaving I awkwardly blurted it out. I handed her the phone and laid back on the bed shirtless in joggers. She took the first and then I mumbled and push ed my right hand inside the waistband grabbing myself and stroking 2 or 3 time and stopping. She took another and then commented about getting a closer shot before leaning toward me and taking another. After that she handed me the phone and kinda left a little faster than she was attempting at first. I heard her leave and I regretted not pushing a little more. So I text her and explain exactly how I felt and it being weird and apologetic. She takes a second to respond and says no worries she won’t tell a soul and that’s when I requested that she return to take more photos for me and I’d pay her. She’s really hesitant but she agreed I’m waiting now