Hey everyone, hope all is well. I know I’ve been on here once before voicing my opinion but now I’m at the point that I don’t know how to feel about a certain situation the person I get my package from I’ve been knowing her for quite some time you look at me and you look at her and automatically think that we’re not a match we have kicked it together. We can talk for hours on end and starting to get to the point where I don’t even have to finish my sentence, or she doesn’t even have to finish hers, and we both know where we stand on many different topics like I said, we both are from two different walks of life, but I would like to walk with her in a respectable way at first I thought it was just the drugs having this effect on me, but even when I’m sober, and I’ve had my calm down she’s right there keeping me motivated keeping me encouraged and letting me know that there’s more to life than this drug. I really want to put my cards on the table and let them know how I feel but then I don’t wanna alter the friendship that we got now not gonna lie. I am truly confused on this I still feel his down I would like to spend fuck and leave but with her I could see me getting real deep down, dirty nasty with her not holding back let her know that she’s the one she may not think that way, but that’s what I have running through my mind. I got another situation that wants to move in with me from out of town, and when I was trying to get with her, she was so busy with everybody else and now she wants me and my heart is someplace else to be honest. I know that this post may sound twisted crazy or even insane but I would like for me and the two ladies that I’m talking about share something real together as one unit I’m just venting right now because this is been sitting on my mind for quite some time when you go anywhere probably not but at least I know that I got it off my chest