My daughter is a meth addict and has been for years, she’s all tucked up. I mean FUCKEDUP .

I had been clean since before I had her then after dealing with her BS for years, she had brought some in the house and I found it, I was literally about to dump it down the toilet and something came over me and I did the whole bag. I didn’t do any of it with her and I hid it from everyone. Then I didn’t touch it for about another year. A guy at work was giving me rides to this class we both were attending and he kept offering to get done cause he wanted to get high. Idk one thing led to another and now I’m using it everyday, but I get sleep every night, no one knows but that dude and he doesn’t work at the place I work at anymore. I hide it from everyone. I have a good paying job, I don’t go crazy and spent all my money, I pay my bills, I eat, I just don’t understand a couple things..

I used to have a boss that owned her own business who used everyday and was just like me except she would share with me. (Back before I had my daughter)

She and I have been able to manage our lives, and basically use it to keep up with the work load. And of course hopefully cop a buzz.

Why do so many folks go off the deep end and lose their minds?

I mean when I was young I would stay up for days, but aside from get grouchy as fuck from no sleep, I didn’t go nuts or lose my home or job.

If anyone else knows what I’m saying please help.

I worry about her all the time, I don’t wanna see her dead.