Im so confused.. i been meeting with this chick welll.. i guess only 3 seperate times.. well i met her in person a couple times before igot her number.. and fuck im just... legitimately confused.. ive thought i was gonna sleep a couple times the past days.. but besides dozing off on the bus as it drove me back and forth thru its route as i repeatedly missed my desired stop... and i slept in her hotel room for an hour and just man.. i hadnt gotten laid in 5 yrs and when i was first let in to her room she was paranoid af and passed out shortly after.. then i went away and came back at some point.. or fuck idk.. my buddy and i both said we'd fuck her.. and she just.. looks like a chick? Small feet.. small.. body parts u know.. and her tits look real af.. her facebook says she's like 26 i think but her tits say 45, maybe almost 50.. and well.. i was tryna fuck and gave her a back massage for hours n massaged her ass and.. i been suprised that i find her body fat, maybe like 20-30 lbs.. attractive cuz I never have before.. or maybe african women just support the weight better.? Well she even said we can fuck but I kept massgijg and killed the vibe.. so fast forward she kick me out to takecare of some bussiness... that's when i hop on buses and go around in a circle all day. Was yesterday .. in the evening she had her kid there to celebrate his bday and then hadnt texted me back until 10am, when i was super eager to get my shit before her 11am checkout..

She wanna rent the room 1 more night and we gotta put it under my ID.. i do that and well we were talking about my camera and content creation and says i want u to take photos for my OF or something.. and like... i just don't know ehat the fuck happened but it was like she swapped herself out there cuz..whoever i was snappingnfotos.of i swear to god was way more masuline and just looked like a dude..

Idk

I just had fallen asleep on my phone and my buddy here at the laundromat says "you okay?? Thats the worst "iam n0t sleeping" sleep ever!"

And withnthat chick too there's a smell.. idk what it from.but it.was in my nose periodically after i had been away from her for8 hrs.. i never even noticed while with her this smell but was about the worst smell in existence like a sharp metallic industrial chem aroma.. nd i was freaked out not knowing why this smell was inside my nose.. butnwhen i went back today.. after some 6 hrs or so i could tell this smell was indeed in the air there.. maybe wig glue.?