I'm going to start out by saying don't smoke meth If you have schitzophrenia, it's probably a bad Idea and you most likely won't have the same result as I do.

So I have diagnosed undiagnosed schitzophrenia (diagnosed just not in my medical record. It'll be put in if It gets to bad for me to cope with, doctor is monitoring it.)

I started using meth a few weeks ago. I do really like it. It quiets my adhd brain. And if i smoke enough I feel as though I'm melting and my brain feels like tv static. I like that.

But I'm also finding it is making the hallucinations I have had since childhood not as bad as ussual. Which is odd because it shouldn't. It should make them worse. I'm obviously going to be careful not to overdue it... too much. But yeah thought I'd share my expierence with this.

Also it's helping my anxiety as long as I don't overamp which I probably did tonight but it's okay once in a while.

I'm going to watch some goosebumps and draw or colour or something. then probably go to sleep.

Don't forget to take care of your oral hygiene, remember to eat and remember to hydrate.

I really appreciate this community.