I smoked it one other time before, was my first time ever trying meth and the guy who held the pipe and melted the shards for me, did it wrong. I tried bombing it too that night and that was great, so that’s just what I’ve been doing every time ever since, with the occasional snorting.

Bombing is especially convenient at work. I can leave it in my bottle all day and nobody knows.

But today, I was barred out and on my way to pick up. While on the way, I texted my dealer and asked if she has any pipes that I could have, she charged me an extra 20, whatever. I would’ve never asked for a pipe sober, because I’ve never really even wanted to use it, because I don’t need to. But I have it now.

I have it now and I have developed some kind of oral fixation on this thing very quickly. It doesn’t make me feel anything, but I can’t stop puffing.

But I don’t feel high off it at all. I bought a week’s worth (only a ball) of shard and I feel like I’ve gone through, like, a 3rd of it without feeling anything; except my pupils are dilated, my jaw is clenching and my mouth tastes like the same way that burned hair smells—that’s it.

The pipe is also a weird shape. It looks like an allen key. That’s not a diss on all pipes and/ or smokers, it just makes it uncomfortable and awkward for me to use.

My main strife is that I’m seriously going through this stash so quickly, how do you savour it if you’re a smoker? How much should I put in the bowl for one hit? I don’t track how much I take for each re-dose, but I get through 5pt throughout the course of a whole day, do you need to use more, in general, if you’re smoking the stuff?