That's kind of what is happening here. I was very stupid to start using again back when I left treatment to come home mid November. I thought it wouldn't hurt to use meth again just one more time. I was clean for a year..and then I decided to sniff that line, thinking itd be no big deal. Well it was a big deal. That line turned into almost 2 months of daily use. I hid it from my family well, until out of nowhere my brother asked me why do I sleep so much all the time( I just quit) Needless to say, he and my mother put the pieces together and could see that I was back on drugs. It was bad. Very bad. They were disappointed and enraged and they kicked me out of the house this morning.

I made the decision to quit meth last Thursday. I said I don't want to go to treatment and I want to quit on my own. Well now I have no choice to go to treatment or Ill homeless. I am not built for the streets..so if I don't want to get killed or end up in jail, I have no choice but to go to treatment. I am so lucky to have this opportunity..I don't know if I'll do good but I'll try.