So theres this guy I really like, we’re basically just close friends but i recently told him over text that i like him and he said he liked me to and called me cute but he just didn’t know if the feelings were mutual but then we just didn’t talk about it again and we still act like just friends in person but like he just acts really cute to me idk how to explain it he’s always wanting to help me out or fix things for me and i feel like i can feel something between us but usually he’s not shy with girls to hook up with them but it’s almost like he’s shy with me??? What does this mean? I genuinely don’t know if im being delusional like does this mean he actually only sees me as a friend. but then why would he say that lol. And like if hes just shy does that mean he likes me or something? And what should i do about it because im shy around him too i feel like we both are. I just wanna get drunk and start kissing him tbh but im not that confident and i always feel way to shy or awkward to do anything like ah i need help. How do i get him to do the first move on me or should i just do it or what should i do For context im a girl whose 20 and he’s 22 we usually drink together smoke meth and other types of drugs and chill and talk so idk why this is so difficult for me like are we truly just friends? Because literally all i wanna do is make out with him and more but i don’t know how to lead up to it like we don’t even touch when we sit by each other on the couch lol like i wanna just get in his lap but like how?? Im so awkward and i think part of the reason he hasn’t made a move is because i act so awkward and shy around him im probably giving mixed signals. Sorry this was long I appreciate anyone who takes the time to read it and give me advice lol