stupid fucking pills dont get me high anymore after four days because im a retarded tweaker who abused the fuck out of it and everyone is like “take a break and youll get high again” BUT I WANT TO BE AMPED AND I KEEP FUCKING GIVING UP THE TOLERANCE BREAK AFTER TWO FUCKING DAYS AND IT RESETS AND I DONT EVEN FUCKING GET HIGH GOD I MISS METH

i NEVER had to do this shit with meth i could be amped 24/7 i could redose i could smoke and it was FUN “oh adderall is just diet meth” FUCK. YOU. NO ITS NOT. bullshit ass fucking drug fuck big pharma god knows i cant afford coke and even if i fucking could my goddamn connec takes forever to ship this shit isnt a game god why couldnt you have made me a downers girl? why are uppers so fucking COMPLICATED and ive TRIED to get addicted to fet used daily for weeks tried painkillers i DONT LIKE THEM I JUST WANT METH I FUCKING WANT METH OR AT LEAST COKE

FUCK staying clean from meth it just made me UGLY FAT AND MISERABLE yeah i was a delusional schizophrenic but ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN THIS AND THE FUCKING AUDACITY OF MOTHERFUCKERS WHO SAY IM “NOT CLEAN FROM METH BECAUSE ADDERALL IS METH” NO ITS NOT AND GOD DO I WISH IT WAS

I DONT WANT TO SWALLOW A PILL I WANT TO DO HOT RAILS AND FEEL THE RUSH INSTANTLY I WANT TO BE UP FOR 4 DAYS NOT KNOWING WHO THE FUCKS ROOM THIS IS THAT IM STAYING IN