For context, I’ve got TERRIBLE ADHD, and moderate amounts of meth actually help me focus and study! But tonight I got horny and decided to go all-out, do a LOT of meth (-2 grams, half my reserve stash) via snorting.

I don’t think I’m gonna die, but just in case I might be in danger, what symptoms should I look out for that could spell disaster?

Edit: It’s now been 50 minutes since first snort, and around 20 since I stopped. I’ve been keeping a timer because I didn’t know if I’d feel this but I am DEFINITELY feeling it now Mr. Krabs! I’m also 6’7” and 225 lbs, which might be another reason why I couldn’t get high like everyone else.

Edit 2: 1 hour 20 minutes in since first snort and I only JUST realized there’s a typo in the title. Also I can definitely see myself coming back to this post again and again as a kind of journal/documentation. I’m more sociable when I’m high on amphetamines, I tend to yap a LOT.

Edit 3: 1 hour 46 minutes in, and for some reason I’m feeling sleepy? And yeah, apparently I’m journaling now. Y’all had better learn from my suffering, ya hear? Also, a question for the audience, how long does the “head of your high last when you snort? I know meth lasts something like 16 hours in total, but it’s not pure euphoria that entire time, the euphoria eventually fades. In this case, since the active ingredient in my euphoria is meth, I’m hoping symptoms will lessen once the “head”high duration has elapsed

Edit 4: 2 hours 30 minutes in, but I thought it was WAAAY longer than 45 minutes between now and my last update. And I’m not dead yet! I did, however, need to go fetch a blanket because I was getting chilly, and that exertion got me out of breath! I’m still compelled to be breathing deeply as I write this. So I reckon I’ll just lie here for a while. Good thing I refilled my water during that walk about!

Edit 5: 4:05 in, and time’s been flying!! I’m also SO. FUCKING. HORNY. DMs open. And I’m not dead yet!! I find that if I stop bouncing my legs and just moving in general, I can kinda focus on the horny and loosen up. Hopefully that’ll be enough to NOT stop my heart! And in the meantime, fun time!!

Edit: 5:41 in, and feeling so-so. My anxiety is through the roof (expected), I’m VERY thirsty (expected), but I’m also cold and hot at the same time?? Sexting has worked as a good way to pass the time, it requires my ENTIRE brain which leaves no room for wondering thoughts. I’m definitely out of the ‘head’ high, but also DEFINITELY still vulnerable

Edit 7: 7:35 in, and not dead yet fuckers!! It’s just been more of the same, the high is gone and now I just feel perpetual white-knuckle terror. Thanks, anxiety!! I also started eating a tad bit, and it seemed to help! At this point, I don’t think I’m gonna actually die, I just need to wait it out and let it wear off