A couple of weeks ago I relapsed and started using again after being clean for 1 year. Within those 2 weeks I have..

. Been stealing and selling things that aren't mine

. Almost got kicked out of my home

.Fallen back into daily use

. Traded my cellphone and had to get a new one and almost traded that one.

. Attempted to shoot up almost immediately after relapsing and failed.

. Bought needles from homeless people and used them

. Accompanied my dealer to commit crimes to get dope.

. Went almost a week without eating, showering, or brushing my teeth.

. Lost 15 lbs in the past 2 plus weeks

. Started selling drugs to maintain my habbit.

. Have been hallucinating regularly every time I am high.

Do I need to stop? This is a cry for help. A serious post. I also found a job too and have been working so I feel pretty functional.