I have a new job to start in couple days and i will stop using for the first time after my first binge, i read so many people talking about how hard and depressing it is to the point where while now im currently spun i started freaking out about how am i supposed to make it and if am i going to be able to function normally when i have to act professional and learn my new tasks and even if i keep using, people’s experiences here scared the fuck out of me bc i have an addictive personality and struggled with other drugs and withdrawals too before.

Is there anyone here who has a better experience? Maybe one that they overcame it easier or learned some hacks to make it tolerable? What do you advise me to do to make it as easy as possible PLEASE specially that i live with my family who dont know im using so its also making me worry about how i have to control my actions when im feeling shit just so they dont get sus with me