I have been taking drugs for approximately 10 years now never in my life have i lashed out on someone under the influence or turned mean; what im not ready for is the truth of me being too nice to hang out with addicts; you might say just take the shit and go home well i try! Here its very hard to get anything and i usually have to beg guys for it EVEN IF I PAY i still have to entertain; so what happened is my friend literally ghosted me and just took the sht we got that he said its “mine” its not the first time for me but GOD i just want normal friends who take shit and take advantage of me being kinda Gullible and the fact that I trust people because I thought friends are supposed to be trusted lol anyways im on mad withdrawals now i popped almost 1200 mg of pregabaline and i just wish i can literally pass out