Bottom barrel bullshit is what it is. If you think you NEED To get sober, even though you FEEL like you need it, guess what, go with your gut. Gutll always say stay high .

After two years of sobriety I was NOTHING. I had NO LOVE NO HAPPNESS AND NO AMBITION.

I've been on these drugs since I was IN KINDERGARTEN AND IM ALMOST FUCKIN 30.

YOU CANNOT TAKE A MOTHERFUCKER WHO'S BEEN ON FOR SO LONG AND EXPECT THEIR QUALITY OF LIFE NOT TO BE REMOVED COMPLETELY FROM THE EQUATION .

When we talk about things like harm reduction, no one thinks of THE PERSON they think of the condition they've been under with their usage and instead of teaching stronger methods of self help .

They say, "oh you're on drugs and they're so bad you'll feel so much better if you quit! "

And they take no thought into the facts of that situation ... The addicts life. The users life... The individual with needs.

They self serve and gratify themselves by putting us down and forcing us to confirm to their hellish ideas of what we should be . It's narcissistic projection, it's toxic and a huge red flag I won't put up with from people if they push that sober shit, I'll throw them to the curb. It's ignorant for you, me , or anyone else to look at a functional user, no matter their lil quirks so long as they aren't IV users in the streets with rotting sores; they deserve to get what they need to feel right enough to function in a society that hates them to the point of not even valuing their humanity.

No one in this world has the right to take someone's habits, microscope them in some grand contrived manner, all when the self harm is nearly negligable in the situation of the individuals usage.

We are taught about drugs by either ourselves and other self taught users, or by a society that hates us. Everything you think and know about drugs and the true value of them .. our opinions aren't truthful, especially on this subject unless we rule ourselves like an empire of many needs . With truth for ourselves and knowledge. Don't be afraid to Google stuff. Ask questions. Even if you don't know the words you're reading, you can learn.

Ive studied this shit my whole life. Street and book knowledge.

I am not a heavy user. An 8ball lasts me and my wife and occasional friends coming over, for more than a week. I eat all day long and sleep at least a few hours a night . I brush my teeth and I stay socially active so I don't recluse too much . I work everyday except sunday. I'm a workaholic and thats just my life. But THAT may be the worst ofy addictive needs. The working so damn hard. I use this shit to help ship me through it too.

It's time to not consider sobriety essential to your goals. Pay your tolls, roll your bowls, And cement your roles on the path you're on . Fuck em.