So I got really high wrote a long ass post and I mean LONGGG just to get in the shower and lose the rant of a life time it was basically meth isn’t my DOC but is for my bf who will get high and enjoy himself but idk why I don’t feel that ok only eat it or drink it that’s the only way I’ll feel anything other than being cold and ready to go on a walk I’ve been doing it since the summer and the first time I did it there was a warm shower over my head and a glowing buzz about the world for legit 3 day of that one night of partying but I’ve yet to feel that idk if meth is just shit now or I can never get my hands on meth that doesn’t have fentanyl in it but if I eat a 1/4gram omg the world shakes and I glow but no matter how many hits or shotguns I just feel like I drank a really good coffee and over all could never stand up to a few fat lines of coke. Coke has never made me stay inside for two weeks and forget thanksgiving or say holy shit it’s 6am on a Friday it was just Saturday coke has never make me flirt with my bf like I wanted to cheat on my bf with him had no idea who he was just thought it was my man’s friend turns out he was intact my man coke has never left me scared of my phone notifications and also coke makes me feel great idk if I could say that about meth coke makes me want do thing meth makes me do things I don’t really wanna do like shit coke made me everyone’s best friend meth made all my best friends worried strangers I just don’t know why I keep doing it I guess it’s like a really shit E pill or something you buy at a gas station. Meth taste fuck awful yet coke has a delightful flavor like grandmas perfume meth also snorting meth hurts why why not just spend more get less and be better idk cause I’m not do that lol anyways I’m thankful for the 1/2ounce I’m gonna plunge into my pussy over the next week and over all GOD DID.