Before I'm written off as overamping or spinning out of my mind freaking the fuck out, I'm not high I am on a comedown yes but not high, and also before you tell me it's n-iso or cut to shit, it's not, it was mid yes, but was alright and others have used from this bag. I am coming off of a binge starting the 15th around the early night like 7-9am, and I have slept 9 hours in total. This is a long post with a lot of info. The last bit of info prior is I do 3 drugs, those being meth, weed, and mephedrone, I have used no meph in 2 weeks, and I did not drink alcohol, I have used supplements every day, and I only have smoked from a sativa dab pen with synthetic cannabinoids in it.

Gonna start off by saying it's a concern at this point but not sure how worried to be. I drink a lot of water and maintain electrolytes. I take magnesium, a multivitamin, a stool softener, ibuprofen and vitamin c during comedowns, 750mg gaba, st Johns wart, and vitamin b complex every day. I know I should be taking potassium and l-tyrosine as well. I get severe vasoconcstriction in the back of my legs, my feet are literally always cold but don't hurt or tingle and all toes move, if it gets tingly I wear compression stockings which helps. I use meth in binges, going 3-5 days at a time then taking a break of 4-7 days, and if I'm being honest I mostly use alone and tend to just lay in bed on my phone, have preexisting cardiovascular problems, primarily low blood pressure and varicose veins. I use from a point 8 to 1.5g at most on the binges and I switch up my roa between coldrails primarily, foil smoking as I always get a migraine from a bubble for some reason, and hotrails if I use more than would realistically like to. Skin stings occasionally for seemingly no reason even when sober, palms reddish and show veins but still light, doesnt hurt to do anything w my hands. Have some back pain but I have scoliosis so idk. Even if I dont sleep I rest w my eyes closed to the best of my ability every night during a binge, I drink water every 3 hours, and I never have an appetite but make sure I drink protein shakes and at least eat a small meal once per day during a binge. And lastly, I take mid dose aspirin when I smoke because I always get terrible gas from smoking nd it is pretty uncomfortable. I do have slight jaundice around the eyes but I sorta always do, I have preexisting liver problems as well as bladder problems, bladder damage from ketamine, and liver problems as well as small intestine damage from oxycodone and heroin. When I damaged my bladder, my urine had kidney stones and was terribly cloudy with a deep orange color, and it's essentially been that way since the damage, however, it has suddenly changed, I now either urinate once a day usually around 2am even if I'm asleep my body wakes me up to go piss, or almost immediately after I drink a large amount of fluids well not necessarily even large, anywhere more than 8oz, and without fail I piss for 30 seconds and it is completely clear but with pretty evident meth in it, it doesn't hurt at all, and my bladder itself doesn't hurt, but, my veins in my legs get larger, and specifically a vein at the lower front of my dick nowhere else which has never been apparent before gets large and then as the pissing continues past the 20 second mark it starts getting extended and then maybe stop and continue or just stop. I understand I drink a lot of fluids but it really seems off, the clear isnt the worry it's the amount of time and then the thinning and lenghthening, and it's not arousal either because when I'm erect or starting to get hard the veins dont pop out and it's girthier not skinnier, the constipation is bad, and I don't push while trying but it always does hurt a bit in like a stinging way to shit. My lymph nodes are swollen in my throat and side of my head but they don't sting, feel warm, or even hurt the touch, albeit my nose definitely hurts but that's bc I don't crush the crystal completely down the best sometimes and it cut my throat the other day, I have had a nosebleed after a particularly large cold rail. The last thing to mention is I only ever get headaches from smoking or hotrails if I fucked it up or dosed more than I should've, and I only overamp if I smoke too much pipe or foil or especially if I parachute which parachuting makes me extremely anxious and fucks my stomach up. Skin is cold almost always, but not too cold or in pain unless I overamp, but naturally my blood temperature on average is 96.8 which is pretty fucking cold. I suppose the one other thing that makes me think it's possibly an allergic reaction is my ears are a little itchy like on the inside, but in general I get an almost ticklish itch from meth period, mostly from smoking. So, what the fucks wrong w me? And before you say it, I've tested the product, no fent, it's not n iso, it's not even mgm, it's pretty okay not good or bad just okay enough meth, if it's cut w anything maybe more ammonia in the synthesis, however I lack many signs of nitric oxide poisoning. I am not high currently, I've been paying attention to all of this and writing it down but I deadass just drunk a small glass of water and had to piss immediately and it was the same thing. What we thinking? Low red blood cell count? Kidney damage? Iron deficiency? Tweaking? Idk. I've got a rather severe sinus headache, my last dose was 14 hours ago, I did a line, it hurt like a bitch, my nose felt like shit for a few minutes and the line didn't feel like anything, so I decided that's it taking a break. Dw, I'm calm rn, but, do feel like shit, very tired but can't sleep yet and eyes heavy as fuck, however, before I commit to making myself go to bed id rather know if I'll wake up lmao. It's not really a concern, I have sternum pain and angina, but no other real concern of heart attack or cardiac arrest, and no signs to my knowledge that is of a stroke, but, I did have overdose on meth on Nov 11th so yes I'm aware I probably shouldn't have used again so soon, but I'm relatively certain I would've already been cooked and I'm even more certain the major reason I ended up in such a bad state was how poor my anxiety and stomach was from parachuting, that roa simply is not for me. If any of you have anything that could be useful information lmk, and if I need to go to the hospital ASAP and don't know it lmk. But also, lmk if I'm simply tweaking, don't wanna waste anyone's time