it's seems as if it's a love and hate relationship with both, mdma gives me a amazing body and melts away my emotional pain but the euphoria mixed witch the psychedelic headspace isnt really set in place and will fade and reappear when changing task or environments with sucks cause mdma already has a short peak so usally im sitting still trying to like be one with the high and not influence it negatively, while meth i could be in a car crash and still enjoying the music in the car, but meth almost feels borings after awhile and like im waiting for something happen cause i feel like im on mdma expect just the mind space the smooth body high, smoking weed makes meth sedating for me so i dont know if i should take a break and then only use mdma and accept that the change in effects throughout the experience is part of its psychedelic nature? i dont really want to dive into other stuff but i was reading 3-mmc could be what i was looking for in affects, mix of mdma and cocaine like affects?