Im giving it up. After being on it everyday straight for two and half months this past weekend was my breaking point. I did SO much that I couldn’t remember wtf I did for the last week or so. I resorted to other ways of consuming it. At one point all I remember was either waking up or “coming to” and realizing I was in my car, in my drivers seat, at some random park, not “decent” (iykyk). Don’t know how long I was there or if I even got there safely. No damage to my car so I assume that was a yes. Woke up the next day after sleeping for I think like two hours and immediately threw out everything I had. (No there was not any substance left but if there was I would have threw it out as well)

Cannot keep putting myself through this. I was such a healthy person. I just moved into my own downtown apartment right before I started all of this and I haven’t even gotten to experience it in a sober state. I’m so ready to live my normal HAPPY life again.

I put this in questions because I want to know how sobering up has been for anyone else? What did you experience after being on it and stopping after this amount of time? It’s day two for me and all I’m really noticing is that I’m really fatigued like just in my body. I don’t have the “want” to sleep but I don’t have the energy to do anything. I find myself shaking randomly if I’m standing or doing activity for a longer amount of time. Going to try gradually getting myself back in the gym. I was working out everyday for 45 minutes so I want to try and get back to that.

Thank you all for your advice and help. Here’s to the sober life. 🎉