I don't get it. I got 3 different batches and they all treat me randomly.

First bowl on batch 1 was good. Sat it aside then later tried batch 2 and it sucked. Made me feel like total shit. Then later tried batch 3 and it sucked. Marked both for the toilet as it seemed I had a clear winner.

Then batch 1 treated me like shit. What is going on here? How much of this is due to technique because I realized I suck at this. I tried 3 different types of bowls and I just can't seem to get the technique right. I know this sounds ridiculous but part of it is due to my horrible eyesight. I don't like snorting and haven't tried boofing, but maybe I should switch to that.

I'm just about to quit and toss all this this in the toliet because it's just not fun anymore. Either that or I suck at this, or the batch sucks, or I don't know.

Sorry for the ramble. Thanks for any advice.