I relapsed yesterday..but this story was like from a year ago when i was living in my car

It’s the perfect bag and scenario and your loving life. Im feeling like the best version of yourself. You can talk to girls, dance, and eat pussy. Life feels like I have a life. I’m important. So important that all these people are staring and I keep seeing that black guy everywhere I go and that Asian….man then the people with the fire eyes start following you , but always Teleport away when you look at them not from a mirror at 4am paralyzed in your car. The 22 firefighters doing the macarana with eyes of fire. Dissappear when I jump out my car and and yell what’s up mother fuckers scared ?! Nice trick buddys! Smoke and mirrors.

Fuck I am important..got sexy firefighters dancing for me at 4am In a homeless parking lot. Then the GPS they installed. And magnets to fuck with my locks, the wifi and blue tooth jammers, vpn blockers they all carried around just for me. I see you all in bushes. Freaking idiots ima pretend I don’t care and really loud at 4am for a hour straight. Fuckn a dude. Why is that girl with really long hair using her mouth to climb that palm tree! I see you bitch I shout Ha! Fuck I gtg fuck….. damn they are in the silver Kia behind me.. mother fucks are good….what do you fuckin want? Does she want this scabbard tweaker dick!?

Mcdknalds parking lot. Let’s pull in freenwifi and watch porn and act naturally. I don’t care if you all are watching. Makes me harder! Ha

Slowly things come fading back and the girl climbing the palm tree was just a palm. The magic from my important world is draining. My stalkers are vanishing one shadow at a time . I’m no longer important I’m just a tweaker in a fucked up world. I say goodbye to them firefighters and all. I sit in my car the sun coming up and start to smile. Then I start to feel distraught..because I won’t ever feel like that again. Those other worldy surreal mind fucks help me cope with this world. But they aren’t unlimited your mind won’t return to this realm. I still see the fire eyes in the horizon. And i wave every time like seeing a old friend.