so i’ve been using consistently for about a month now first snort and hot rail but if course went the the ole’ reliable slam. my ole lady is suspicious but im keeping it under wraps pretty good except when it comes to work lol but fuck it is work as a temp anyway. i made a trip to the psych ward a couple months ago and got some seroquel. for the last couple weeks i’ve been able to sleep with it of course but also without it. while sleeping tho apparently i am so rambunctious. my girl says I’m laughing, asking questions, screaming and just constantly moving around. idk what to do about it anymore lol im still trying to conceal the truth from everyone but i also don’t want to stop using. my rent is coming up on the first and im a little bit short and am gonna have to figure out how to get it fixed (me and her live separately, i have roommates but we plan on moving in together within the next couple months.) i cant donate plasma just yet cause my arm’s are still bruised but i don’t really have any other spots so i keep hitting them bitches. my girls really sus about the hours long masterbation sessions and the way over long rides from work or walmart trips (while im hooking up with guys on grindr,) i feel terrible about that one but this shit just makes me wanna be treated like a dirty lil whore. idk why i came on here to say all that but yall wish me good luck ✊🏻✌🏻