Good evening, I hope everyone had a nice 3-4 day Bnge-A-Thon. I finally got my Adderall 20mg XR filled after all 4 pharmacies being out, mostly 0 received. On Friday afternoon Kroger got the only shipment in town that received a full order Adderall 20mg XR. At last, after being out for 6 weeks I lusted at my bounty of gold and orange was the Adderall 20mg IR. I started out with an appetizer of 3 of the XR. Followed by 3.IR. Let the journey begin.

Bliss and nirvana reached 🙏🕊️ Buzz stayed stable for a good 48 hours at high initial dose of 120mg. Most likely in those 2 days another snack of 120mg a follow up.

At point of peak was achieved and I actually fell asleep for about 4 hours! Woke-up and resumed part 2 binge. Same dose again of 120mg for a lite breakfast. So that's a 120mg pick me up at lunch that glides us another 12 hours with popping more in between pop pop. An estimated 320mg in that 24 hour cycle. Popped more as I was getting sleepy for another 4 hours took 60mg. Running total of 1,120mg

At last count at 1,120mg approaching late afternoon and very tired, stiff and feeling a variety of emotions- sad, regret, scared, alone, crashing at the current landing site. I was shaking, tingling fingertips, numb feel that looked like 2 bricks, difficulty walking with teetering. Journey to kitchen and back to couch was equivalent of a K2 mountain climb in the Alps.

In closing, with an estimated 6-8 hours of binge concludes at around 6:00am. I have lost count and underestimated the half/half factor of the XR. Throughout this 72 hour binge was ups, downs, deep box canyons, slow upward trend that lifted me up out of the box canyon that I spent too much time in and was in a phone fixation state of mind of an estimated 9 hours. Black- outs, confusion,Got about 6 of the IR left and a bumpy sliding downward landing for next 6-8 hours.

Blurry vision, being forgetful, bursts of strong anger that went undirected confined to hitting things, but not people. Have rentered fixation,I felt affection and being grateful to them for their help, time and empathy. I am stopping right here at 9:00pm An incredible Bee Gees concert from 1997 in Sydney is freaking me out, but freaking out in a really good way..I can't type as motor functions difficult and blurry vision prevents me from seeing correct keys, truly. ❤️

Coming back soon to post conclusion here.