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I never planned to stop, I just chose to randomly somewhere between those 100 days. And I was going to speedball myself into suicide 100 days ago too.
I think it was two weeks in, I chose to stop. My now ex best friend at the time, who was, and still is an addict, went behind my back in one of the most hurtful ways possible with the person I loved. Losing the two people I cared about and used with the most, it felt like a perfect out. Like there was a chance I could be sober. And here we are (:
Found out I’m also going to be a mother soon, so that’s cool. I may be forced into giving them up for adoption, but if not, life has a whole new purpose for me.
If you feel depressed, suicidal, hopeless, insane, or whatever else, trust me, things will change. And for the best. What I went thru was so tragic, but I made it work for me and it’s been great.
Fitness and health is a major priority for me too. Working out was suggested to me here to get sober on my old acct a year ago, and shout out to that person, because it really does help. It made withdrawals and depression during that time so much easier to deal with💕
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