During these months I had a few days I’d take a break here and there but mostly daily up untill recently, last week I barely used like once or twice and kept myself busy but a few days ago I used a lot and was up for 3 days and I’m now deciding to quit again because this shit sucks.

But my main concern is will I be able to become my past self again? I was a honest cool caring person but on this shit I stole and lied and ruined my life along with my moms and more. I know different factors play into it so I’ll give what I got Im 17, I mainly smoked it or took orally, most the time I took supplements and ate, slept most the time Besisdes some days staying up, definitely some psychosis and mental problems now (genetically prone) it gave my dad schizophrenia and all kinds of shit and I’m noticing development of something in my head. Can I eventually feel a little better and less emotionally unstable and angry.