Just ranting here. Those meth not even once and the m o t a na meth project commercials fucked me up mentally over the weekend. I know you’re supposed to scare people away from doing the shit, but still you made my weekend Hell. So whoever made those commercials. I hope you have a horrible rest of the year:) Also in doing this stuff and struggling with addiction you find out who your true friends are. I’ve had two supposed friends who I thought were supportive just completely come off as ignorant, arrogant and selfish pieces of shit. One these supposed friends said that he felt disrespected by me because of all the times he said not to do the stuff and I did it anyways. What a selfish ignorant piece of shit. Like fuck you dude, it’s not always about you mothefucker! Just completely heartless and selfish. I don’t know how people treat other people who are struggling with such coldness. I guess it makes you appreciate the ones who are truly in your corner. Or is it that I shouldn’t look for much from people who have no reason to respect themselves?