after running out of smoke around sept 1.. and believing that i had scrapped all my bowls and empty bags dry a week ago now, i just discovered, at first, a pipe with almost the entire center almost blocked off with unburnt dope. scrapped that and put into my new pipe curtousy of waltmart (or similar),. smoked that and just so much better now.. i been struggling trying to get things in good order.. my truck aint got brakes, i got 2 other vehicles decaying in my drveway, amongst piles of scrap that i've been unable to take to the scrap yard.. all of which has got me an upcoming court day in just afew days due to not abidying by my lease... and while i been busy with other demands,, the past 4 days (probably 2 days after i had last successfully scrapped a noticable amount) all ive done is slept .. like 16 hrs each day.. sleeping so much that my back is acheing because it doesn't seem to like prolonged sleeping on any furniture that i've got.. laying in the hot ass trailer, swatting flies as i attempted to fall back asleep.. i also had goten supplies for hooking up water to my half bath, the one that i use after the electric went wonky in my master bath and that coincidiing with an accident that caused the tank of that toilet havingn gotten smashed... but instead of getting myself some water in my place or getting myself mobile again, i just slept and slept.. sometimes sleeping past the time when I am to give my dog his anti-seizure meds, or feeling so tired the one day that i dozed off without giving them to him before hand :( Luckily he's good, and caught up now.. The one day, maybe 2 days ago now, i awoke to a message from my dude.. but it was 4/5pm, and a few hours had past and i think he has not been available since..

for context i use pretty consistently .5g every day for the past year or so.. and worked my way up to that for the year prior, when i was eatting >10mg some mornings.. but once i started smoking ive been consistent at .5/day.. but i haven't been without more than maybe 24 /36 hrs max before this./.. and well it sucks especially when they coincide with days that i need to be productive (which shit, is just about any given day but ) /endrant.. i think i'ma get somewhat cleaned up,, i feel gross, and then drive my truck to the mechanic down the road, and set up my hammock for the night and maybe watch some good shit on my laptop with my dog until they open and then can see what they can do about my brakes.. i just want it done at this point.. hoping i can afford to have it done this way as long as it's like 500 or less ...

well, time to feel good for the next 36 hrs or so.. and yeah take a shower lol peace