Never been a big meth user at all I have only smoked it 10 times prior to this situation and it never really did anything until 8/16 someone offered me a shot of meth and I accepted nothing really crazy happened I did my first binge of 3 shots and fell asleep 2 days later for 6 hours I got up and did it again and did a total of 6 shots in 48 hours and have been up until I fell asleep at 3am for 14 hours it’s a long ass story but was basically happened I spent half the day yesterday talking to I don’t know what it was but I heard their voices clearly but didn’t see anything and when I would ask them to touch me or to knock to prove they were real they would do it literally the scariest thing that has ever happened in my life then after that I went through a psychosis and heard and saw 3 people with my own eyes go on top of my roof and steal the copper and my swamp cooler from up there once they finally left I went and found one of the people that did it and was going to kill him with a knife I had and decided to just fight him so I got into a fight then got into an argument with this girl and punched her and then got into my car and tried to run over 3 people after that happened I went home and I literally saw the main guy who stole the copper to my house come back with just one girl and was trying to break into kill me it’s crazy because I literally heard their voices clearly and saw them when I peaked out the window so I spent 3 hours on the phone with cops crying hiding in my shower and begging for them because they were trying to kill me and the operator kept it going to see how crazy I was I guess and told me to come outside and talk to the cops so I went and talked to them because I gave them a fake name because I didn’t want to be labeled as a snitch and good thing I did because when they asked why a Richard would be saying someone is here trying to kill them I was like “I don’t know” and then they left and said I was good but maybe I should have talked to them to get help because it wasn’t over because later on I hallucinated that the girl who I punched brought her family and 10 junkies over to break into my house and again they would talk to me when I would talk to them through the window I heard them trying to open up my window and seen the shadows of their body’s through my blinds so I called my dad to come help with a gun and when he came they were gone and that’s when I realized I really am crazy my family is honestly done with my bullshit I’m 23 I was a fentanyl addict for 2 years and just got clean for 3 months I don’t even like it anymore but one day a guy offered me a shot and I did it only reason is because my baby momma fucked my cousin only 6 weeks pregnant and also while I was high I spent or lost 3000$ I smashed and threw away all my food because I thought it was poisoned and slashed all the tires to my car so nobody can steal it I’m not paranoid anymore just scared because whatever I was talking to would touch me if I asked or bang on something if I asked and would communicate when I asked something but after all this I’m going to a long term rehab I really need help my dad was a 10 year IV addict and it broke him when he found out what I did