This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
What y’all think about this guy fr I need advice from people like me so I currently just reconnected with my big homie I was in prison with I’m 23 and he is 39 a week ago. We go way back so his like a father figure to me well before I reconnected with him I was doing real good I had 4 months of sobriety under my belt for fentanyl and within 2 days of hanging out with him I relapsed he peer pressured me knowing I’m sober I know I’m my own man but it’s just hard to tell this man no he is literally my big homie my hood father figure. I got that dealt with tho I fell off the wagon for 2 days and I’m back on my subs. Well this is the issue right here that has me sketch about him he put a needle in my arm for the first time in my life two days ago and shot me up with shards(meth) and it wasn’t just a little he hit me up with 3 heavy doses in a 12 hour period even tho I was literally throwing up and hyperventilating each one he gave me and he gave me a 3rd one when on the second one I went unconscious for 30 seconds. He is just giving me mixed signals because he claims he cares about me and he shows it he always makes sure I’m straight and always had my back even when we were in prison he showed me he is real and when I give him rides he always fills up my gas tank and he respects me and treats me good even tho he just unleashed the needle demon in my life. I’m just asking this because I have talked to a couple of the OG’s in the hood and they said if he fr cared about me he wouldn’t have insisted on shooting me up and I told him no at first but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. But now that I realize it the only time he hits me up is when he needs a ride to go boosting or some shit yeah he always fills up my gas tank but it’s like he wants me to do bad or something I’m always calling in to work to help him and he is tryna get me back on dope and on the needle even tho he claims I’m like a son to him and I got a lot going for me right now I just got my apartment and my new car and he doesn’t have anything so I don’t know if he is jealous or what but do y’all think I should just cut him off? I literally almost got my ass beat by my OG’s because I put a needle in my arm and now they want him. It’s just he is my nino(that’s godfather in Spanish) and my mom and dad died so he should be telling me nah bro go to work or no bro don’t be doing drugs but instead he is just bringing me down with him🤦♂️
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 5 months ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/meth/commen...