My body is weak, stomach pains, chest pains, not even getting high anymore just hitting it to hit it. If your gonna comment something rude just know that I beat alcohol and I’ve been there for all my friends who want to quit, given them rides to job interviews, picked them up in the middle of the night when they get kicked out of bars. Everything I can do to and to help them not hallucinate and kiss death. I’m a good guy that replaced alcohol with tina, almost 2 years off the booze and my support system is still praising me for not drinking and the guilt of not telling them is killing me. I’m an honest guy, I admit my faults, and this one I can’t. The sneakiness and dishonesty is killing me more than the dope. I have 3 gs left and I can’t flush it. Someone help me. This is a cry for help to random strangers.