I have messed with meth before smoking it and never liked it at all because it just genuinely didn’t do anything. Well I ran into a guy today who offered to shoot me up and I was honestly scared because I have a phobia of needles but he insisted I will be okay. Well my first shot was 30 units I don’t know if that is a lot or not but within 2 seconds I felt this overwhelming wave take over my brain and I sneezed like 50 times in a row coughed and sat there for like 2 minutes then puked for 5 minutes and was just gone after that I was so dizzy and overheating and the experience was crazy so I decided to shoot up again and this time it was 15 units it was the same feeling but this time I tried to fight the nausea because he told me I embarrassed him last time and held it in to the point where it forced out and I puked all over myself infront of everyone it was horrible. And I don’t know why I still liked that rush so I did another 10 unit shot and the nausea came but I was able to fight it and it was enjoyable for about 2 hours and now I’m feeling like I’m withdrawing from fentanyl when I just smoked 1 hour ago and don’t even use like that. Each time I take a hit of a blue my throat burn and and burning liquid shoots up my throat and out my mouth I just wanna know when this is going to end I have only smoked meth maybe 20 times in the past 2 years just because it never did anything and shooting it up was just way too intense I just wanna eat and sleep bro fuck this.