I just boofed an unknown amount to stop me from using it in iv (never done, but when you’re in a bad headspace- anything sounds appealing) had about .3 left in my bag approx. and think I have .04 left? I’ll weigh it when my body can move. My usual dose is .1 (after a severe tolerance build up, was usually around.04-.07 until I started abusing it heavier maybe a week ago).

I’ve eaten and drank water - but not after the dose. Only food I have rn is a chocolate pudding but I’ve got a water bottle of electrolytes. Been dosing the last couple days and already had x2 .7 boofs within the last 8 hours… plus smoking.

I know I’m a retard. I wanted to avoid dying to iv but now I’m dying from putting it up my ass (which is more embarrassing honestly- I’d rather avoid it rn) I think I wanna stay alive now so I feel a lot dumb.

Current experiencing: • harder to have thoughts - head empty

• eyes are shaking

• hands and feet are ice cold (I’m wearing gloves sitting infront of a heater

• I feel freezing but my body is sweating like fuck

• I can’t stop shaking

• worst/weird headache ever. Sharp stab pain in top of head

• vision blurring

• ears ringing

•heart fast. Have monitor will check - 90/40?? I think

Can’t type anymore can’t think need advice please ty <3