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Whaf if ive seen how it gets worse im 37 living in a tent but i still dont feel the want or drive to get sober.... ive done everything with meth. I just shot 1g in 16 hour period..im supposed to be in rehab a month ago. But this monster has me hostage...i feel if i go to detox again...im just gonna feel like "see told you fuck this" and leave.
My obstacles of homelessness and pornography. Insidious thought processesn, self esteem is wiped clean along with my dopamine receptors. No career, no family. Im just a lost boy looking for its pupose . Unfortunately meth found me first and gave me the purpose (to get another sack)..
Looking at stim recovery reddits...its looking pretty bleak for us ..especially if you shot it. Acceptance
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