This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
I used to post here all the time. Words of bewilderment and sadness. I come here today because i almost relapsed. I want to get high more than anything else. I want to feel hedonistic. I want to feel released from responsibility. To feel the dopamine cover my brain with lust. The urge to dive into a porn created blackhole.
But atlas, that pleasure would be temporary and soon forgotten and replaced with despair and turmoil as my dopamine receptors slowly die. Ill be left angry and full of regret once again. Alone once again..alone again...again i would be alone.
Today im not alone. I live in a sober living with 14 cool guys. We dont know exactly what life is. But we arent alone. Fuck being alone.
Post Details
- Posted
- 4 months ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/gallery/1dgaq...