dodged a bullet here - no longer future roommate. he said he was going through a rough patch in life and we could help each other. my rough patch looks like heaven on earth compared to what he was mentally battling. started when he picked me up from airport... meth sores on his face, arms, legs, torse..... make up piled on like peanut butter. okay.... wow this is alarming. he had asked me for money for rent, and he always had his shit together for years before this so I didn't question it like I should have definitely done... then I find out he has a tarnished reputation around town, somehow manipulatting people into giving him their money because he doesn't want to ask his family etc etc. how he is convincing himself that he is in the right and they're all in the wrong i am really jealous of that level of delululemon... THEN i'm witnessing him photoshop his pictures into making him look like an alien basically in order to post these delusional pics on his social media! WTF. then he gets up from that to go pick at himself in the mirror! and one night he randomly slams/points! I COULD NEVERRRRRRR. needles, drugs? NO.

i'm cleaning the dishes/laundry/basic cleaning needs...

ok add this to the situation: HE HAS A TWIN BROTHER.

add this too: HIS BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY!!!!

he has a dog. its not doing too hot but its alive... I was taking care of it, and as soon as I could remove myself I did. tootles. I dont know what I could even bring to that situation. sooooooo I am going to need therapy! LOL to say the least. I'LL BE FINE. but I don't know dude. am I getting my point across here? please be careful <3 I don't want to hear of this ever ever again. I feel nauceous....