Go into a program Monday. Fucking hate going and tieing up a bad for someone who want to get sober. Only reason is to stay out of jail. Also was told they help with getting disability started. So hopefully something good comes out of it.

I've to a few sober living places and it not a fun thing. I won't have to work. I'll be going to classes every day.

It's so dumb how bad the legal system fucks us over about the chemicals we choose to put in our bodies.

Addiction of any kind bucks balls for sure. But when it's not causing any real harm. You functioning well not abusing it. Then let a mfr get high. Hide my using well.

The big pisser is why couldn't you be easily put on Adderall. If meth is so bad. Heroin users got fucking meds that keep them high. Hell got damn clinics and shit.

The amount of jail and prison time I've done over meth charges is unreal. The whole war on drugs is a joke. Every sat back and watched the pharmaceutical companies bring on full blown opioid epidemic.

Hardly anything was done to anyone. I'm supposed to believe that it all wasn't planned out. That at no point have they ever stop any drug from getting here. Drugs in any from are big money. Money makers are allowed to make money.

Fuck drug laws.

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