Meth caused me a lot of problems in the past, but sometimes when done at the right time in the adequate amount it’s a life-saver for real.

I absolutely hate going to the office 2 days a week (major social anxiety) and I lose sleep over it and have panic attacks that makes it hard to function normally when I’m there. Last night I was so overwhelmed at the thought of showing my face and interact with people at the office that I drank a lot and slept 4 hours.

This morning before going I was in such a bad headspace, I was THIS CLOSE to not just call in sick but QUIT entirely. I have to pass by the homeless shelter to go to work and, like I sometimes do on hard days at the office, I went to get some.

Just a ridiculous 5$ worth and I was all set for my work shit without dragging the buzz for days. I was calm, I was confident, I wasn’t confused and I did almost all my tasks of the week in 1 day.

It’s a slippery slope but today, meth saved my ass.