My boyfriend of six years and I got into it today and he told me how awful I am for how I react to his abuse, which he said the words “his abuse” himself.

Been super slow at my job which sucks because I’m supposed to be planning a birthday trip for first week of June and I’m financially destitute at the moment.

I never spend $ on meth so financially this doesn’t affect me one bit.

But if my boyfriend is gonna abandon me like everyone else, drugs are the only nice thing to me, financially struggling, and I feel so low, is there a point in continuing life? Not really.

gonna find some residue to smoke, but i did promise him i was gonna be sober (he a coke head)

Who also feels like me and we can just OD and die together? 💐 💕🥰