Say someone starts like an online daily "journal"and was brutally honest at where they are at in life: 36 cents in checking account, a car with 7 miles left until empty yet needs to make daily trips to the methadone clinic, relies on one deposit a month from the VA and makes the worst spending choices that come back to haunt him (chaturbate is the devil) ....a car that stays just out of reposession by 1 payment every month, owes landlord $195 to get caught up on rent (started at $495) never has food, best friend is a cat (that cat probably keeps him from the sewer slide)..Ex girlfriends and "would-have" beens because this person easily falls for someone and when it foesnt work out is absoolteuly crushed x100 because of the drugs . The peron stays in their head all ay wanting soemthing better and thinks that attempting online classes (due to the additional income ) that started monday and nothing has been submitted work-wise yet since the drug makes him go adhd on every question to make it sound just right.... and the list goes on....BUT this guy wants to stop, or slow down/taper. No local family or friends that dont use.... just documenting how and if he can get out of this mess...real-life (addict) issues....people always make self help stuff but no one reaches the ones who litterally have pennies to their name, and borrow food from their neighbor...or discusses the stuff like depression that keeps someone from having the energy to shower or brush their teeth for days or weeks at a time....If someone like this documented their journey to sobriety and or a better quality of life baby step, y baby step - would you read/follow? I could care less about the money making side of it and never caught on to the "everyone needs a podcast or a video of themselves doing this or that - get rich quick viral video stuff...hell, i wouldnt want my face or name being shown... Jw... sorry im spun but not in a fun way anymore...the "cant stop sweating/chugging mountain dew and chain smoking black and milds..."......but I digress.