So I started using at 17 and have been on it ever since, minus jail time (about 2 years) and 2 years sobriety after jail Now I'm 53 years old. Let me do some meth(math) that comes out to be 32 yrs of smoking meth. I was at work the week before last when i got dizzy and couldn't breathe i thought i was dieing i finally caught my breathe but i knew something ain't right so i made dr appt. I seen the doctor explained what I felt like so they drew blood and did ekg. They still haven't called w results even though they have the results bc I found them on line on there website. Apparently they ain't as worried as I am. But i looked and what i can tell is my red blood cells are low and all the other score are pointing to anemia. Doctor doesn't know i do dope or maybe they do know bc they didn't get these test results testing someone else's blood. I really feel like I'm falling apart from the inside out and no one can see it because I'm not translucent and my test are below normal but not extreme enough to cause concern. Even tho i almost fucking died. I'm going back on the 29th and asking for drugs or some kind of answer maybe tell them I do meth. The shit caught up to me guys I feel my time is past due